As always it has been a stressful week, i have no idea how i have become more blur, tired or not focussed. Its scary that every moment the full burden of the army can be on your shoulders.
I tried my best not to get in anyone's way but i guess its too good to be true, everyone in my branch has their own character, each caring for things they need to do themselves. Maybe is becasue i'm too helpful and caring, or maybe just a busybody.
Others look to me as a dissapointment, but my true friends would encourage me instead of pulling me down with more con flicting words. Yet somehow i manage to continue my walk through life, walking beside Jesus.
Never in my life i would not say i wont need Him, he has been there with me since i was born again. Giving me the confidence to continue my walk of faith and journey, although many obstacles and hardships i will face, i know one thing, That He is with me, protecting me, caring for me and loving me.
Fear shall never rule me, that is the flesh talking, my spirit shall lift me.... 1 Year has passed since i got into the army, 1 more year left to go, i pray that he will guide me and also help me influence the people in my branch, livening the atmosphere in the place.
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